ALL THE DAMN TIME

all the damn time. i was available to them all the damn time. i listen to them all the damn time. and still i get isolated and alienated and seemingly betrayed all the damn time. and all that damn time i tell myself, that no, not anymore. this is not going to be repeated any damn time again. i try… i try… i try… but, i fail. and again all the damn time, they contain me, i be available and feeling used. but, i understand and interpret their situations. and i’m like, okay its okay. and let them have me again the next time and now, all the damn time.

i feel like i’m getting used to breath in this way all the damn time let myself available again all the damn time all the damn time

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